Lately, everything in my life seems to be blurring out. Each
day I hope for a better one but it just turns out the other way. I am not
saying that my life right now is the worst cuz I know it’s much better than
some other’s. It’s just that as of now nothing is clear, I don’t know where my
life is heading, I don’t know what next to do. Obviously I can’t here as an
intern forever, right?
In the beginning, when it all started I thought it was
temporary and believed that with the passage of time everything will fall in
place (just as everyone assured) but-but-but its rather getting more complex,
more questions, anxiety and frustration building up. So is this what is called
as “life”? Is this what people call the real world? I remember how eager I was
to graduate as soon as possible. I had anticipated this dream of finally
getting a good job and looking out for my family.
(Sigh)...I had so many dreams about my great job and future
and happy endings but now I know... life isn’t a fairy tale. v_v. Not so sweet
as I thought it would be, not even close. Oh... How I miss my college days. Now
I realize they didn’t say “student life is a golden life”, for nothing.
I don’t know how I
will be tomorrow and I don’t know why to say tomorrow is a different day. In
spite of these gloomy days, I still like to keep believing that someday the sun
will shine in my life, someday everything will be alright. All I need is to be
patient with the mysteries of life itself.
Dreams are worth chasing, aren’t they? So I gotta keep dreaming
for that fateful day, however long it takes. Who knows what could happen? But
about one thing I am glad that there will always be a brand new day no matter what.
So please wish me luck everyone... FiGhTiNg
